Kas's Diary

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2010-04-17T00:49:00.005+08:00

Hi Diary,I'ts been a long time I'v not update...Being very bz lately..I would like to share my video with regards on my breast cancer recovery.Please do share this video to all your friends and your loves one too..:))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fBK20wbQlLI

I got HIRED!! :))

2010-03-13T16:24:00.003+08:00

Hi blogger!! I'v been busy lately..I got hired on 1st March 2010...

As a Client Service Coordinator/Admin Assistant with IJL-It's just lunch (Upscale Dating Agency)... I really have fun working with all the beautiful staffs ,Lady Boss & Boss around me..Their are helpful ,carering,loving & friendly towards me...

To all singles ladies and gentlemans out there,please feel free to check on my company's website at www.itjustlunchsingapore.com or www.itsjustlunchbangkok.com for more details..

CNY Holiday...

2010-02-18T20:58:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time I'v not update my blog..I had a great time during the CNY Holiday...I spent 2 days at @Costa Sand Resort Pasir Ris...Celebrating my nephew Ryan,my 2 nieces Lenda & Nur and my cucu Taufiq...First night was crazy...Eat,laugh and so much fun till morning...Here a video clip that I captured...Birthday Boy Ryan,dance on "Single ladies"...Nice moves dude!! Hahahaha

Hello!!

2010-02-06T23:48:00.008+08:00

This is me now .

Here are few pictures of me and my friends :)

Me and Intan at The Coffee Bean

Me and Azlin

Me and Intan

Me Azlin and Intan at Al-Majlis @ Arab Street

With MPs Kaki's

Me and Dr.Haslina

It's been a long time,I have not update my blog..I have been bz going for my radiotherapy everyday accept Saturday and Sunday for six weeks..Now I left with 3 weeks...Can't wait for this to end..I want to go back to work!!...Haizzsss~~ Staying at home with minimal work to do as I can't overwork on my arm,eat and eat and gets fatter hahahaah...Need to work out after all this treatments end,can't look at myself on the mirror..lol* I felt so much happier now as I got to meet lots of lots of old & new friends,in Facebook and NCC where I go for my therapy..Recently,I meet up with my friends for lunch and dinner..It was fun :))

Surgery Done...

2009-12-13T00:17:00.007+08:00

On the 10th December 2009,I had Mastectomy Surgery done..Right simple mastectomy(removal the whole breast) and axillary clearance(removal of 9 lymph nodes under the armpit with 3 were effected by cancer)...Reached SGH hospital at 8am..Start operation at 11am and end at 3pm...After the surgery I woke up..Gosh!! felt my chest,arm and shoulder tightness,pain,numbness,nausea till vomiting..My mum stay over and look after me,the next day my daughter stay over and look after me...Thanks to my friends and relatives that came and visited me..Thanks for your well wishes and prayers...May god bless you all :))

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!

2009-11-27T03:40:00.002+08:00

To all the Muslims around the world,I would like to wish you all Happy Ed-Mubarak/Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha...:)

Very Dissapointed...

2009-11-26T14:00:00.004+08:00

Hope you can do better next year....I was so disappointed with your results :'(
So baby,are you going to disappoint me next year??...Hmmmm..I just can only pray for you and you have to make it happen...

Special Gift...

2009-11-23T13:00:00.004+08:00

Today at 9.30am..Mr Lim came to my place to install Water Ionizer....This was given free by my ex boss Jean Lee and her friend Sarah Ng...Sarah is one of the distributor of this product...She was so nice and caring towards me...At abt 1hr later Jean Lee,Sarah Ng and Meena came to my place to check on the machine and teaches me how to use the machine...This Water Ionizer produced Alkaline Water...Go to http://www.watersource.com.sg/ for more information..

I was blessed to have such a kind boss like Jean Lee...Who shared my problems with her good friend Sarah Ng...Sarah Ng was so sincere to help me by giving the Water Ionizer (The first of it's kind in the world)which cost about $2K++ which I can't afford to buy...To both lovely ladies,thanks for bringing longevity village water to my home....Only God will repay your kindness and may God bless you...Hugs~~

Feeling so emotional :(

2009-11-21T02:13:00.005+08:00

Today I had appointment with my Dr....My daughter accompany me...We have a great time together...During the consultation with my Dr,I was told that I have to undergone surgery (Mastectomy) soon...One breast off!! :-( A drainage tube will be inserted after the surgery..The drain will be removed approximately one week later..Not only that,I have to go for Radiotherapy everyday Monday to Friday for 6 weeks!!This really disturb me...I feel like crying out loud in front of my Dr,but I didn't...Maintain maa!!....Sigh~~

After the consultations,I don't feel like going home,I need fresh air!!...We decided to go Central Orchard for walk-walk n see-see,at Centrepoint meet Suria (My Son's Gf) It was raining heavily but still walk to Lucky Plaza meet with old colleague at Francis & Jean hair salon,Far East Plaza to 2nd branch of Francis & Jean hair salon and Lot 1 library....

After reaching home,I set down on the sofa and took out the pamphlet that was given to me by The Breast Care Nurse(BNC)...Suddenly my tears rolling down my chin and I burst out!! Ohh God where are all my strength go??...I felt so lost and incomplete...:-(
Only God knows how I feel now....

Hope I will gain back my strength soon..For now,let me cry as much as I want....*sob*

Last day of Chemotherapy!!

2009-11-18T21:00:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time I've not post...Today is my last day of Chemotherapy..No more drugs,no more injections and more..The aching was so much worst than before sia...Haizzssss~~

1st phase I've gone through successfully and I have to go for the 2nd phase which I have to undergo surgery soon...May God bless me :)

Just three of us..Trip to JKT...

2009-10-23T11:46:00.016+08:00

My Seat...

Just the three of us...

@ The Sultan Hotel Lobby The entertainment @............ The entertainment is Here!! WhoooChooo!! The day we go crazy....*wink*SHOP!! SHOP!! SHOP!! Thanks everyone of you...Luv you all...Hugs~~ The 'Bajai' ride..Fun!! We had our body massage here @.... Sahid Jaya Hotel @ Angel's Lufthansa Office where she work... The day that we supposed to go back home..We can't make it home due to .... this!! Earthquake...Uwaaa~~ Read the tittle on the Newspaper.. Stay another day @ this Awesome Hotel..6 stars!! Feeling so tired after stranded at the air port.. The bed we sleep together...

My Fav 'Kocak2' Place @ Hotel Muliaand @ The Sultan Hotel

I'm bless to have a friends like you..May our friendship will last forever....

I have so much fun with 2 sistaz in JKT...Supposed to fly back on Friday night, but due to the earthquake we were stranded and couldn't fly back to Singapore :( ...We manage to go home the next day :) WhoooooChoooo!!

I'v Won!!! WhoooChoooo!!!

2009-10-13T12:15:00.003+08:00

Khairudin Samsudin October 13 at 11:10am
CONGRATS!! You've just won yourself a $60 voucher from Sakura International Buffet for your participation in the JK FB Quiz. Please give us your full name, address & contact number.

Kasbiayati Kareem October 13 at 11:14am
Alhamdullillah!! Thank you eh :)ok ok My name: Kasbiayati Bte Abdul KareemAddress: ******** Contact No:**********

Khairudin Samsudin October 13 at 11:14am
Will mail the vouchers to u k.Thanks

Kasbiayati Kareem October 13 at 12:26pm
Noted With thanks :)

Can't wait for tomorrow...

2009-10-13T10:33:00.005+08:00

Going Jkt tomorrow with 2 beloved Sistaz....Will be back on Friday night...Oh Gosh!!...Packing not done yet!!...This time, no shopping just temankan CtZ,first time dia naik flight and CtS go for business trip,so CtZ n I tompang lah bilik CtS...Naik Lufthansa Buisness Class Seat!!....WhoooChooo!!.... Last but not lease...Wish 3 of us safe trip ya...Will upload photos when I come back...Byeeeee!!!

Dream...

2009-10-13T10:29:00.001+08:00

Bermimpi bernikah kali ke 2!!!!...Ni kali nak nikah pakai tudung,tapi takda brooches,than cari kat kedai saw my late sister with another woman..I cry n hug her,I ask her where was she all this while?..She told me she was offended by my words when she overheard me talking to my mum...I was so sorry..I really don't remember & what I remember I never ill mouth abt my beloved late Sis to anyone :(...Al-Fateha to Noraini Abdul Karim..

Hari Raya Pictures with the loves one...:)

2009-10-01T21:18:00.008+08:00

Family pictures...Both step sons not in the picture :(
My Happy Family..
Mum,Dad & My Lovely Sister Kasmiyati Family...Luv You all so much!!
At My Beloved Uncle House Cik Mamat..
The towel incident =)) + :(..Kwang...kwang...kwang

With My Beloved Family...Luv you all!!
Bonda,Abah,Sarah Family & Dinz Family..

We are Sisters...Kasmiyati,Erni Suriyana,Me & Kak Kasmah

The Sistas!! Erni Suriyana,Me & Erni Suriyani
p/s: Ignore the date...Was not adjusted ..

With my elder Sister In law & Family

The Nieces & Nephews

With the 'Biras' & In laws..

The Big Family

With few of my nieces,nephews & 'cucus'(Grand children)

At Kak Ana house....Kak Ana,Hidayah her daughter,Me & my daughter Nunu..

The day I went Chemo With My Sayang~~

2009-10-01T20:43:00.004+08:00

Me & Siti Zanariah~~Truely friend :)

Now My Chemotherapy will be once a week...I'm getting Phobia with all the injections...Haizzsss~~ Wednesday will be my wetnessday for me...The side effect became much worst than before..This time,while on going the treatment,after the first injection I 'shut down' for few hrs,sadar2 dah nak habis...Before the shut down,I felt nausea,cold,uncomfortable and giddy ....It's so damn terrible...Yesterday my secondary schoolmate Siti Zanariah company me...So nice of her..Although I told her the Chemo session took the whole day @ the suite,she still insist of company me...We had a great time together,we laugh and cried together...The treatment went smoothly,not so much pain,maybe Siti was there,her presents make me tenang and happy..I was bless to have a friend like her,she was so concern,caring towards me..May Allah repay her kindness...Luv you Siti..Hope Our Friendship will never end...Amiin

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2009-10-01T20:16:00.002+08:00

Salam semua...Sempena bulan Shawal ini,Kas ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk meminta maaf zahir dan batin kepada teman2,sanak saudara dan keluarga...Sekiranaya Kas ada terkasar bahasa sengaja atau dengan tak sengaja,Kas menyusun sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf...Mungkin InsyaAllah kita akan bersua di shawal tahun hadapan...Amiin :)

I cried!! Duhhh!!!

2009-09-03T03:13:00.005+08:00

Yesterday morning I went for my Chemotherapy treatment..Hubby sent me there,and about 3pm hubby went back to fetch the kids,because we decided to break fast at Joo Ciat Complex...

This time I was not company by any of my family members in the suite just me and the nurse....This time I was really In pain...I cried duhh!! First time during my Chemotherapy session!!Thank God, that no one in my family see me crying,because I really don't want them to worry about me...

Allhamdullillah!!...Its MIRACLE to see my daughter came to Morning Glory Suite to company me as she knew I was alone during the chemotherapy session ..The drugs was totally different this time I believe those drugs was so much stronger than before..Feeling so high,nausea and feels like to vomit!!..Although Doctor told me those drugs are not strong!!..hmm...maybe he thought that I can take it..Thanks a lot Doc For having so much confident in me...Lol...Finally I pulls through..Luckily my Princess and Hubby who came to find me in the suite did not see me in tears...Got to go Chemo once a week now...Sign~~ Whatever!!!...Now I'm back on FB and Blogging :))

Ya Allah apunilah dosa ku,wahai tuhan semesta alam..Kau telah memberi kekuatan dan ketabahan kepada ku,sehingga aku dapat menempuh segala ujian yg kau berikan kepada ku setakat ini..Ku pohan ringankanlah dugaan dan cobaan yg akan kau berikan kepada ku kelak..Aminn.. Aminn..Aminn Yarabbal Allammin..

Sinead O'Connor - This Is To Mother You

2009-09-03T02:55:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdeMkywlS54

This video I dedicated Specially to all my lovely Children,M.Aidil,M.Rizuan,M.Syafiq,Nurulizzati And M.Danish...And not to forget to my beautiful,handsome,nieces,nephews and 'cucus'...Mama/Nenny Luv you so so much....Hugs and Kisses From your Hot Mama/Nenny... Muahhhszzz :))

Love My New Hair style....:)

2009-08-30T22:36:00.005+08:00

Love My New Hair Style...Soooo Coollllll!!!

Me And Intan... Hugs~~~

Frankie & Me..Nice Meeting You...Hugs~~

Yesterday night before I meet with my ex-sch mates Intan and Frankie,My hubby did his best job to scrap my hair off with my beloved clipper..Hahahhah...I look like G.I Jane but more appropriate Sineard O'Connor!!...Gosh..poor kiddos seeing me unbelievable...After seeing me happy with my new look,they starts making fun of me...Lol...My Princess,she's in shocked and sad..Don't worry baby,Mama ok with it and I'm Happy... :)

Today my Gurl keep stroking,touching and caressing my bald head instead of her fav bear while she was on the bed with me..'Best arr pegang2 kepala mama'....About 10 mins later I felt her fingers stop playing with my head..When I look at her,she was fast asleep...Lol..

Happy Birthday Dad :)

2009-08-17T02:12:00.003+08:00

Ohhh Gosh!! How could I forget my Dad's birthday?!! :( Is it b'coz my short memory that I was suffering now...May Allah forgive me.....But we did celebrate his advance birthday,the day dad,mum and hubby sent me to SGH for check up right??...We went to Pariaman to have our lunch at Busorah street than in the afternoon we went to eat Chapathi where we meet with Suhaimi Yusof and Wife...:)

National Day Public Holiday Outing...

2009-08-10T02:26:00.001+08:00

The day after National Day,it was a public holiday..Since we did not get to see the fireworks that we have planned the day before,we decided to make my hubby repay his faults for making the whole family disappointed with him....hahahaha

We went to Vivocity,window shopping,eat ice-cream at Ben & Jerry's and Mac Donald's....We had a great time together...

Quality Time with my Gurl...:)

2009-08-04T08:09:00.010+08:00

I have not sleep since yesterday,maybe of the steroid that made me alert for this past few days...Sigh~~

Since I have nothing to do I might as well upload few photos for you all to see..This photos was taken after my Chemotherapy session at National Cancer Centre on 21st.June.2009..While we waiting for hubby to fetch us,me and Nunu my daughter took pictures together.Although I was not feeling quite well after the Chemotherapy treatment,but I manage to take crazy pictures of us..Happy viewing :))

Ok,I'm feeling sleepy now...See you later byeeeeeeeeeee!!zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~

The Most Memorial Day Of My Life...

2009-07-25T21:58:00.008+08:00

Together Again!!!

The Cousinzzss!!

Having dinner together.....

Yesterday was my happiest day of my life..My nieces and nephew grown up so beautiful and handsome..We cried,hugged and kissed..We chatted,ate dinner together and laughed...Aisha,she's so georgious..Zakiah.she's cute..My girl Nunu feels like pinching her chins..Zulfikar, the weird boy hehhehe...he was so quite and look puzzled and he even ask his sisters why he doesn't know all about this..Can't blame him...Over all they are really such nice and well being children...

After we spend few hours together,we decided to give their grandparent a surprise..I get them to see my parents..When we reached at my parents home,my parents were so shocked,happy and excited to see them..My mum cried of happiness,my dad step cool..hehhehhehe..I know,inside him,his been longing to see his long lost grandchildren..

Zulfikar:"Oh Gosh.I just don't believe that I still have Nenek &Atok"

Listening to their Nenek Pot pet pot pet....

My Mum looking for old picture of Zulfikar... Mum still keeps their pictures during they are young...

Pictures they never see before...:))

This year Hari Raya will be the best Hari Raya Of the Year!!

My Dad Frames Collection...Above This Picture will be on the wall soon...

My mum as usual do all the talking and asking questions,my dad will interrupt her with jokes that irritate my mum..we laughed..Mum shows old photos of them when they were young......

While waiting for my hubby to fetch us and sent them home,Zul had a short nap...heheheeh,

Poor boy,he got to go to school the next morning....

Looking forward to see them again....Love them a lot...Muahhkszz~~

The Day I'v Been Waiting For.

2009-07-24T20:00:00.008+08:00

From Left: My late Sister Noraini,Zakiah,Aisha & Bro in law... Centre:Zulfikar when he was 4.
Left Corner: My nephew Akif & My Sister(standing) Kasmiyati

My nieces and nephew is coming to see me today. I've been busy preparing dinner for them as they all will be from their work place and schools...I'm wondering how will they feel like after seeing me..I guess they might be shock to see my condition now...Whatever it is..as long I got to see my long lost family again...Wonder how they look now...Waiting Patiently... :))

Surprise,surprise,surprise...

2009-07-22T22:17:00.012+08:00

God has been so good to me lately,I think he loves me more and more each day..He's been granted all my wishes day by day..I always wish that I could see those people that I missed most and those people that I still loved ,before I closed my eyes...It started from Last two weeks,where I bump into my old flame...I was stunt at first (He was so called my first love lah),we were looking at each other and we were saying the same thing at the same time.."err..err...ehhh...hiiiiiii...!!!"....Old memory starts flashing in my mind..But thanks God,I manage myself to keep cool and steady..sigh~~ ...We chat for awhile...My Hubby spot me.."Hmmmmm..merah muka" My reply:Pehhh~~ "Mana ada.." It means 'Hmmmm..your face radiant" My reply:Haizsss~~"Where got"..Nice to know his doing well in life with his beloved family..Wish all the best to him!!

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The next day,another old flame add me on my Facebook...His my guy during my sec sch time (cinta monyet heheheh),he was in different Sch but we were in the same religious knowledge class in my Sch..Nice to know his doing well in life with his beloved family..Wish all the best to him!!

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The following day,another old flame..He was my classmate during my Sec Sch time(Puppy love hahahha),also add me on my Facebook..His doing well in life and with his beloved family too..wish all the best to him!!

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The following day,while I was viewing one of my friends of friends photos in Facebook,I was so shocked to see my long lost niece from my late Sister Noraini..I was crying non stop trying to figure out how to get in touch with her again as her FB account was deactivate...I really missed her and her siblings..Luckily there was a photo of her with her BF which he is a FBian..I add him to my friend list request..I couldn't sleep at all and keep praying that he will accept my friend request or give me a call either from him or my niece..It was Friday abt 4+am 17.07.09 the same date I was to attend the A.I.SS reunion party in the evening...I have mix feeling abt this,firstly I was so happy to see her in the facebook and I was so proud of her,as she was the eldest sister with 2 others siblings and dad to look after without her mummy around them,she manage to do well in her studies and secondly I do feel sad...I was not around to help them when they are in difficulties or in needs and I should be with her during her convocation day!!..I felt so bad..uwaaaa!!!Thanks for her BF for company her...I hope she and her friends ,which I save the picture that belongs to her friend, don't mind I published their pic in my blog >>Jgn marah ya ...Sorry babies,I really love all my nieces and nephew and Busu really proud of you and missed you a lot!! :(

She's Gorgeous!!
She's one of my Favorite Niece that I missed so much..
Hope to hear from her soon...

I wish I'll be there by your side :(
I'm very proud of you baby...

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On 19.07.09...My god parents Abah & Bonda Family came to visit me..Thanks Sahrah for coming to my place with all the people that I missed and loves most...May God bless you all :)

Abah & Bonda Family...Luv you all!!

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You won't believe this and I myself couldn't believe it..After about 1hr Sahrah and her family left my house..I receive a call from my niece!!! I've been waiting for her to call me,we were crying on the phone,we wanted to see each other badly,maybe one of this days they will come and visit me..she got my number through her BF!! remember,!!I had leave my number at his FB personal msg ..Thanks dude for helping me to get in touch wif her..Looking forward to meet you all!!! I'm so very very happy...:))

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A.I.S.S Reunion Dinner...

2009-07-17T23:30:00.013+08:00

Nice meeting all of you!! When will be the next gathering da?

From left:The President(Sahrah) And Thanks Aidawati for the

Brownies and The mini bouquet flowers.

Me and Nazri,May Allah bless you Bro :)

Me and Rairany...Gd Friends :)

Muahhsszz!!!

Me and Azman...My Lucky Friend!! I got hired!!..:)

Me and The President Sahrah....Luv you Sista!!

Mini Bouquet flower from Aidawati..So lovely

Thanks Sis..Luv you Sis!!

She was really concern towards me on that day..Thanks Siti..Luv you so much!!

Friends forever!!

From Left Sitting:Nazri,Baini,Siti Hanum,Intan,zuraidah,Siti Sahrah,Me,

Siti Zanariah,Noraini,Zariah..

From Left Standing:Unknown(Nazri's friend),Rairany,Aidawati,Azman,Mail,Iskandar,Asri.

All of you will be always in my heart and

I will keep each of you in my prayers too..Luv Kas :)

The buffet is so great..But I don't eat much coz Japanese food n I can't eat raw food..(sabar je lah) it dosen't matter at all to me, FRIENDSHIP makes me full..Hahahahha

Me & My flower..Nice eh?

My Buddy Iskandar since school till 2008..Lost contact due to me bz with

my work commitment and he bz looking for his new future wife..Hahahahah

Bro,Congrats!! Wish all the best with your family... :)

Sis Baini,she's the funniest among us!! Luv you Sis!!

The youngest A.I.S.San Nadirah who attend the dinner..

She's Aidawati's daughter...Nice to see you gurl :)

Crazy moments part 1

Crazy moments Part 2

Brownies that Aidawati made for us...

From Left Front: Baini,Me,Siti Zanariah,Siti Zanariah lil sister I guess,Zariah,Mariani.

From Left Behind: Suzanna,Siti Sahrah,Baini's lil sister..

17.07.09,The day that will be remain forever in my heart..For almost so many years I did not meet up with my old school mate and my old class mates...Sakura International buffet restaurant was the meet up place..We don't eat much becozs we were so excited to see each other...Do you know what?..That was my first day going out to a crowded place and meet up with whole bunch of loving friends since I was diagnose with my sickness..Although I'm actually not quite well,but I made myself to be strong and pretty (wear make up lahh..cover up my pale look) and Alhamdullillah after I got to see my friends I felt so much better..Really enjoyed the reunion...The girls are so crazy like we use to be...We don't really eat much..We just chat,laugh and having fun as tho we own the restaurant hahahahah..The guys was cool,maintain gentleman... hahaahh..Thanks Friends for your well wishes..Hope to get together again soon.. Hugs n kisses from me....Muahhzss!!Thanks Sahrah and Aidawati to organize and make it happening..Looking forward for the next gathering :)

My Home Sweet Home.. :)

2009-07-08T05:21:00.004+08:00

Back To Home Sweet Home !!

2009-07-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

Now the whole family back to our own house...We were so happy to be home finally after a year staying with my In-law house..Going to miss them...They have been so helpful and kind towards our family..Thanks for your kindness Abg Ishak,Kak Yanni,Nur and Isabella...We Luv you!!....

The Day I'm In The Hospital Alone :(

2009-06-28T20:45:00.003+08:00

14th day after the Chemotherapy :)

2009-06-28T19:44:00.005+08:00

Last drip of Antibiotic..

Name tag attached with RFID (smartTAG)

Can't fine any more good vain to be plug...This

is the last place to be plug!!

My 1st Chemotherapy was postpone to 11th June...My first experience on the Chemotherapy Treatment was quite nervous but it went smoothly..My son Syafiq company me,I can see from his face that he was so worried about me...

Day by day,the side effect was super dupper strong sia....I felt nausea and vomiting,mouth ulcers,appetite lose,hair loss,stomach cramps...sign~~

On 24th June exactly 14th day after the chemotherapy,I had a high fever of 39 Celsius..Hubby sent me to A & E SGH at about 4am..I was immediately sent to Isolated room....After blood taking,x-ray and put on drips,I was told by the doctor that I had to be admitted..Reports shows my blood cells drop and got infection too...

I was on drips on Antibiotic,boost blood cell injection on my tummy,lots of lots of medicine to eat...Haizsss...The worst thing,I got to stay ALONE in a room without TV!!....So boringgggg!!!

On 27th June,I discharge from the Hospital,and now resting at home...Next Chemotherapy session will be on 30th June...Ya Allah when will this be end....

Month Of June Was My Disturbing Month..

2009-06-06T18:53:00.009+08:00

On the 1st of June,I went to Singapore General Hospital for check up...Doctor request urgent mammogram and ultra sound after she analysed my breast..I was told to come back to see the result on Friday...Wish me good luck!!!

2nd of June,Doctor called me and told me the result was out and the report shows very disturbing..She wants to see me and my hubby the next day instead on Friday...I was so worried..sigh~

3rd of June,Doctor told me I was Diagnose with Breast Cancer,Inflammatory Carcinoma Stage 3,I under gone Biopsy on that day itself..It was very painful..I cried the whole day thinking what will happen next to me,my family,ect...my mind was at lost...I quit my job on that day :(

5th of June,Doctor told me I have to go Chemotherapy for 4 cycle,3 weeks once and followed by once a week for 6 month to reduce the tumour and go for major operation..After the operation I have to go for Chemotherapy and Radiography..It takes abt 1O years to cure babe!!...I hope I can be strong to go through this entire treatments..Appointment for me to go National Cancer Ctr (Chemotherapy) is on 8th June and not only that, appointment for me to go Computed Tomography is on the 13th June...Oh God Please help me be strong,I have so much suffer in this life of mine..What I can do now is pray and pray and have faith (redha)in You (Allah) for what you have given me..I accept this as a test from you...InsyaAllah with my strength,will power and motivation from my family and friends around me,I manage to fight...Aminn..

Finally GOD answered my prayer....:)

2009-05-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

Shukor Alhamdullillah...Finally I passed the interview!!...I got hired!!..I will be starting work @ Steak House (Clarke Quay)..After 2 month jobless I received a called saying that I was hired and start work on Wednesday!!....:)

HaPPiesT Day!!

2009-05-16T23:28:00.001+08:00

Today is my happiest day...Out of the blue my hubby bought me a digital camera!!....For what reason?..I never ask,I assume it's for my belated birthday present ..hahahahh..Digital camera is what I longing for!!...Thanks Hubby,this time you did the right thing for your wife!!...kwang..kwang...kwang

WelLCoMe BacK To SIngApoRE!!

2009-05-11T20:52:00.005+08:00

I'm back!!! miss family so much!!...This time I really enjoy the trip..We were welcome by our buddy Deeden a.k.a local tourist guide and Henry Lim manager of Lodge121 at Serawak Airport..I was so happy to experience the 'home-away-from-home' ambience at Hostel Lodge121.The place was superb clean,cosy,comfortable and safe place to stay...The staffs are so helpful...Thanks to Deeden ,Ruby,Henry Lim(manager/owner of Lodge121 and all the staff for the hospitality...Keep it up guys!!...(Photos on my Facebook)

While I was there I experience all the crazy things that I never done before..Such as tried the cringe-inducing snacks like SAGO WORMS!! and taking pictures of real human skull in the Museum which was not allowed anyone to take photos or record videos in the Museum...Love being wild!! ...hahhahahhah(Photos on my facebook)

I got a big surprised upon reaching home,everyone in my family including my in laws waiting for my arrival to celebrate belated Mothers Day...Off we go to C2K to have dinner...(Photos on my Facebook)

Next TRip To KuChinG SeRAwAk!!

2009-05-08T11:36:00.001+08:00

I'm getting ready to leave Singapore to Kuching Serawak...This time Me and Mummy Renaz..we will spent 4 days there,and miss Mothers Day celebration with our family....Thanks to my son Danish for the greeting card that he made for me,he got the initiative to give me the card in advance as he knew that I won't be around on Mothers Day..Bye for now,will write soon...CHOW!!

GoOD bYE JakARtA,HerE I'M SinGApOrE!!

2009-04-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

We had great time at Jakarta..Ibis Hotel where we stay,we go shopping and eating..My daughter Nunu was so happy..First time going holiday with her Mama without her siblings and ayah around..She got her body massage by a lady from the spa at Ibis Hotel..She so pampered, can't even let me go anywhere without her..haizzsss....

Now I'm home on my birhday!! No birthday cake and celebrate..Reached Airport my hubby did not fetch us instead we took taxi home..URGGGHHH....My daughter cool me up by telling me not to be angry,as she thought her daddy might buzy preparing to surprise me on my birthday...In my heart,it's impossible!!....

I was right,went we reached home everyone was fast a sleep...what the @%*&^.....I can see disappointment on my daughter's face...I told her it's was ok for me...Happy Birthday To Me!!

P/S:Photos viewing on my Facebook..;P

Jakarta!! I'll be there soon!!

2009-04-25T02:14:00.002+08:00

Another 4 hrs to get ready to the airport...Me n my Princess going to Jakarta to spent quality time together..This is her first time going oversea by plane...I can feel how excited she was..Mummy Rena,her sister Linda and their lovely daughter and Nani tag along....All ladies i guess...As Faizal I'm not sure if he's going...We ladies will have so much fun!!..I'll be back on the eve of my Birthday!!.that will be on Monday night..might reach home midnight..My Birthday!!..time comes so fast and i will be 1 year older....Bye Friends N Family..:)

The Video Clip That I Promise..(Featuring My Dad)

2009-04-10T03:35:00.004+08:00

Movie Film Tittle Gurindam Jiwa.

Last Day With Charlie's Angle~sigh....

2009-04-04T11:00:00.001+08:00

Today is my last day with Charlie's Angle..Rainbow Chiyoda Branch...NTUC INCOME...I was told yesterday that i have to leave the company as my contract ends dated today...Sad? Of coz,sad to leave suddenly,sad to leave my dearly colleagues,miss the laughter and fun..I always tell myself..Don't ever2 regret,be strong..Life must go on..This is God's will,maybe the next path you go will be the better place,just follow the steps to the next destination where it will lead you be the best person on earth...Amin...

My handsome step sons..

2009-03-22T23:27:00.016+08:00

Syafiq n Aidil,they are Blood Brothers!!

At last i manage to get both my steps sons photo..From the left: M.Aidil Herman(23) n M.Rizuan Herman(21)....This picture was taken at Mummy Rena's House.

This picture was taken during Syafiq's Birthday..Aidil & Me...Handsome kan?...hahahhha

Celebrate Syafiq's B'day @ Aloha Loyang Resorts Pasir ris.

2009-03-22T21:38:00.008+08:00

We have so much fun celebrating my son's b'day..His b'day falls on Friday the thirteen,but we decided to celebrate on the 16th(monday)..We stayed at Aloha loyang resorts bungalow.The bungalow was damn BIG!!....4bedrooms ,kitchen,dining room,balcony,bbq pit area,garage ect..4 family stayed at the Bungalow....Daing's family,Nur Bella's family,Yana's aka Aliah(Wak Burn)family n my family....Thanks to Kak Midah who prepared the foods from the first day till the end

of our stayed there...I would like to thanks to all

my in-laws,nieces,nephews,grandchildren,Syafiq's friends n Aidil's friends,my sister Kak Miah's family,my mum n dad for coming n all the presents... Thank You So Much for making that day so happening...Photos will be at my FB..happy viewing!!

My Achievement.(Sharp Shooter)

2009-03-14T16:15:00.009+08:00

The B Division Girls came in 4th and the C Division Girls came in 3rd.

Individual Events

-Kasbiayati Abd

Kareem Sec.3A-

National Champion

Photo of Kasbiayati 'B' Division Girls! Photo of Shirley

-Shirley Hong Lan-

lan 'C' Division Girls

-National 3rd

Kasbiayati Abd Kareem of Sec 3C became the National Champion for B Girls Individual.

Hong Lanlan of Sec 2F came in 3rd for C Division Girls.

Colour Awards

Kasbiayati Abd Kareem(Sec 3C),Yam Mern Wen(Sec 3D) and Huang Lingwen (Sec

4D), were given the Colour Awards by the Singapore School Sports Council for North

Zone.

I was once a Sharp Shooter in my sch..Thanks to Kak Noraini Pani for tagging this

article in my face book..I myself did not hv it as this article were in our A.I.S.S school yearly

book..I've also lost one article in newspaper about my achievement in Air Rifle due to miss

place during shifting to my new house..So sad..Don't play2

I've GOT LICENCE TO KILL...Hahahahah...just kidding.

My Lunch Today...

2009-03-04T16:14:00.016+08:00

Today i had Spiced Fish Baked Pasta n Banana Dessert Pizza for lunch...usually me,Suria n Jeaneve would go out and 'tapau' back our lunch...today we the Charlie Angles so lazy to go out..we decided to order our food by Pastamania Delivery Service....sooooooooooooo sedappppppp........

SuRprisE GiFt FoR My PrinCess NuNu...

2009-03-04T12:16:00.003+08:00

Me n Rena going to Jakarta again next month.This time i'm bringing my princess along...actually this was last minute plan..you know lah Rena,she rajin reki reki kat net searching for flight ticket promotions..since the offer is so tempting,Rena decided to bring Nunu along coz she don't want Nunu to cry again..Nunu cried coz she missed me so much when i went to Jakarta the other time...During the trip last month,we do shop, but i'm not satisfied with what i had bought during my trip there and want to shop more, more & more this time. I would like to go again to:
* Mangga Dua (Shopping)

* Tanah Abang/Tnabang(Shopping)

* Senayang City(Shopping,Eat,Reflexology)

Hubby's Birthday This weekend...

2009-03-04T11:50:00.004+08:00

Isshhkkkkk!! Migraine arr fikirkan nak beli apa for my hubby...any idea?

I'm BacK HoME!!

2009-02-25T12:56:00.003+08:00

"Aku udah pulang ke Singapore!!! rindu banget skali ama keluarga..enak lo di Jakarta, pingin skali ke sana lagi..aduhhhh....bung,jeng,embak,mas,tante,om,bapak, ibu,anak2,nenek2,kakek2 terimakasih ya.Kalian sungguh baik skali ama aku,makanannya sungguh enak skali...."kekekkekek amacam?my bahasa Indonesia?leh pakai tak?...actually banyak yang nak di ceritakan..gambar2 lom upload lagi,once everything ready i update eh..got to go now..nak bagi harta2(souvenir)...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

JaKarta!!! I'll WiLL See YoU SooN!!

2009-02-17T14:25:00.003+08:00

My Vacation is just around the corner..me and mummy Rena going trip to Jakarta..the purpose of going there is to attend mummy's friend wedding,than go shopping,having fun and relax..we'll be there for 3 nights 4 days..i cant imagine how excited i am to fly with Qatar Airlines..this is my first flight!!!...cian eh?..hahahahah..i'm really looking forward to this trip..and our next trip will be on May,which we already booked flight tickets to Kucing Serawak..Backpack arr..ni confirm best giller,skali2 nak visit long house and experience what were the people down there doing..so people,I'm going to miss you and my lovely family..once I'm back from my holiday,I'll will write about my holiday ya..bye!!!

My Dearest Daddy,Cathy Keris,Veteran Actor(Mas Karim)

2009-02-12T17:39:00.040+08:00

Left:Allahyarham Hussein Abu Hassan dan Mahyon Ismail, Allahyarham Nordin Ahmad,Mas Karim(my dad)

Di lokasi pengambaran film Panglima Besi.

Bersama para pelakon film Wan Perkasa.
Second from the left M.Wari.

Second from the right Mas Karim.

Dad was once an actor with Cathy Keris..In the most film he acted,he will asked to be the bad ones.Muka garang per..heheheh..Ada juga berlakon watak orang baik lah..dalam film Gurindam Jiwa bapak diberi watak Datuk,Datuk Ambang...i wil try to upload the video clip but not the full film lah,kalau nak tengok,di luar dah ada jual VCD nya.. Film2 yg bapak pernah lakonkan ialah film bertajuk.Gurindam Jiwa(Selalu ditayangkan di TV),Panglima Besi,Wan Perkasa,Mata Dan Hati,Kasih Ibu Dan Patung Cendana(film ni dah lama tak ditayangkan).

I was also once an actress tau,tapi peranan kecil je dalam drama berepisode 'CEMAS' di episode 2 sahaja,pengarah Jumali Kasmadi,lepas tu takda offer lagi heheheheh..masa i darjah 4 kalau tak silap i also ada menari di rancangan TV hiburan ,Puspasari Aidil Fitri kalau tak silap tahun 1981 or 1982 kalau tak silap lah,kena pakai baju mcm ali ba ba hahahahh..masa tu SBC bukan Mediacorp..

Allahyarham Masjor. Beliau adalah wrestler yg diseganni di Pulau Bawean Indonesia.

Nama sebenar bapak Abdul Kareem Bin Masjor,lahir di singapore(lahir tahun 1931),Nenek dah Datok keturunan Bawean(Boyanese)..Nenek asal dari Medan Indonesia..Dengar cerita datok yang asal dari Bawean datang ke Medan Indonesia untuk menyahut cabaran teman2 bahawa di Medan ada seorang wanita yg cantik yg begitu payah untuk anak2 muda didaerah Medan untuk dijadikan teman hidup.(nenek memilih kot).Setelah datok menemui wanita tersebut ,datok jatuh cinta dengan kecantikan dan keangunan wanita itu(that's my nenek),kata bapak, nenek dari keturunan Raden..jika nenek keluar dari tempat kediamannya,nenek akan diiringi,jika orang-orang kampung yg melihat nenek,mereka akan tunduk mengadap nenek,sambil menemukan dua belah tapak tangan kedahi mereka tanda hormat.

Datok tetarik dengan nenek lalu dengan usaha atok memikat nenek, menjadi....Datok membawa nenek lari ke Bawean lalu kawin..Terror eh datok..main kidnap2 anak orang..Tidak lama kemudian datok dan nenek berhijrah ke singapore..selepas datok dan nenek meninggal,peninggalan harta nenek dengan datok di pulau Bawean di sedekah kan kepada salah satu keluarga terdekat yg selama ini menjaga sawah dan tanah datok yg penuh dengan pokok kayu jati..Bapak menyuruh orang2 sana membina mesjid menggunakan kayu2 jati kepunyaan datok dan nenek dan yg lain di sedekahkan kepada keluarga terdekat di sana.Kami sekeluarga belum pun pergi ke pulau Bawean lagi..InshaAllah kalau ada rezeki hendak juga kesana..

SRI ANDALAS TELAH MEMBESARKAN SAYA HINGGA KE HARI INI.

Balik cerita kepada bapak saya..bapak sekarang mengidap sakit ginjal..dia begitu risau dengan keadaan yg semakin kurus..tapi kami sekeluarga sentiasa mencuba membuat dia bahagia..Bapak seorang yang kami adik beradik takutkan ,sebab dia garang dan mahu anak2 nya berdisiplin,sebalik peribadi bapak yang garang dan panas baran,saya tahu yang bapak sangat menyayangi keluarganya..Pekerjaan bapak dari muda antaranya,pemandu peribadi,tukang masak di Singapore General Hospital,freelance actor di Cathy Keris,freelance barber..Setelah berkahwin dengan mak(Siti Khadijah Asrak) yang berasal dari Batu Pahat berketurunan Banjar Masin..Bapak membuka kedai rambut bersama rakan2nya hingga dapat membuka kedai rambut kepunyaan sendiri yang dinamakan Sri Andalas And Hairdressing salon di Balestier Hill Shopping Centre..saya dibesarkan dalam suasana peniagaan bersama keluarga..sebabnya waktu tu saya tinggal shophouses..hari2 saya akan melihat mak ngan bapak bekerja,mak mendandan rambut wanita dah bapak menggunting rambut lelaki..sehingga saya tertarik dengan pekerjaan mendandan dan kecantikan..pada usia saya belasan tahun,saya ditugaskan untuk membantu mak di kedai.habis sekolah tolong mak cuci rambut pelanggan mak,perming,coloring dan macam2 lagi...setelah saya tamat pengajian dalam Hairdresser di institute VITB Kim Keat,saya tidak di benarkan bekerja di luar kerana bapak mahu saya menerus kan perniagaan jika bapak dengan mak sudah tidak larat untuk meneruskan,saya menemu jodoh pun di kedai itu,sebab hubby saya dulu pekerja part-time barber ngan bapak saya...Tapi apa kan daya semua itu tidak kesampaian...Sekarang kedai itu sudah dijual atas sebab2 tertentu...jika diizin tuhan,saya ingin sekali hendak membuka kedai sendiri dan memakai semula nama Sri Andalas.SRI ANDALAS sungguh bermakna sekali buat keluarga Mas Karim.

Weekend Outing(Part 1)

2009-02-11T15:07:00.006+08:00

Last week my in laws decided to go muslim cemetery at Lim Chu Kang.Then we thought of having our dinner at Al-Azhar(Bukit Timah) after that.While we driving along the Lim chu kang lane,we saw something that caught our eyes.We stop our car and van along the path.

Weekend Outing(Part 2)

2009-02-10T16:15:00.024+08:00

Our Target

Our Super mans:Spider man and

Batman....hahahaha Go! Go! Go! Guys!

Ebby:She was so worried of her papa's safety... "Papa where are you?Careful papa.."

Don't worry Baby,I've got something special for mummy!!

Hubby: Oh Gosh!! now i know how heavy my wife is??

Me:What?! Did i hear you say something??

Hubby:Errrr...what i mean is how happy if i could carry you like this everyday...
Me:Ohhhhhhh how sweet of you...LIKE REAL ONLY!!!

Something got into my hubby's eye....Padan muka..Kutuk2 bini lagi..ambik ubat..

I manage to pluck 3 fruits..could have more..My hubby couldn't hold on me....

sakit pinggang dia kata..ishkkkkk!!

Gauri Khan and Shah Rukh Khan baru habis shooting panjat2 pokok eh salah,panjat orang,eh eh oppppsss....class kan..

Man Of The Match: The Bangla aka Batman...Thanks Tambee for your help!!

Mission Accomplished!!

What we actually saw a Butter Fruit Tree(buah mentega)...my sister in law (Kak Yanni )loves to eat the fruit..both my brother in law(Abg Said and Sarip),another sister in laws(Mastura)nephew(Efan),nieces(Nur Aini,Isabella,Sri),me,hubby and my children started to find a way how to pluck the fruits.Surprisingly a family car who actually was there before us start to join the plucking fruit party...I was so excited to get hold the fruit and i insist my hubby to carry me up so i could reach the fruits.Abg Said climb up the tree,he was so professional...A Bangla man was riding a bicycle stop upon looking at us and he offer himself to help ..he went to the other tree where the fruits are more and ripe...thanks to the Bangla man...although our body was so itchy,we really have so much fun..

We felt so hungry,we go ahead to Al-Azhar to have our dinner..after dinner we thought of going straight home...after so much persuade from my son Danish,we went to West Coast Park,it was already late evening...At the Park all of us saw something that shocked us....i thought to myself"What a day today?so much of surprises"...One of my Bro in laws were with someone else?!! and that someone is a SHE(not his wife)?!! kwang... kwang... kwang..MENS.....HMMMMMM....

My Guardian Angles

2009-02-09T15:42:00.011+08:00

My Guardian Angle,Rena Seah (mummy)

I use to chat online,but that was very long time ago.Chatting online is so much fun.I meet all sorts of people from all around the world..till i meet this guardian angles Rena Seah and Mr OTT aka Doc I.T..wakekekek..they both are very special to me..i dah anggap mereka macam my sister n brother,usually went we meet up,either we go lunch,dinner or supper..we will jujat n talk about work,problems n ect..the further place we go supper with them at pontian makan cendol hahaha..'.Mummy' she's fun person,gila-gila n can be very straight forward,when she's angry no one can interferes..she nak maki,she will maki you upside down hahahahah..dah serik tak nak kasi mummy marah....whenever i need opinion i will ask her or Mr OTT..they have full of knowledge base either on their real life experience,studies,working,I.T.. ect..If they read my blog,"mummy jgn marah eh for what i have just write...I will always remember you n your lovely family till the rest of my life,without you aku tak naik kapal terbang!!! kekekeeke......and Abg Salleh bila nak ehem ehem?kekkeekek..Dengar2 ashik pergi negeri jiran je kekekek..

Mama's Darling Baby.

2009-02-09T13:59:00.012+08:00

M.Danish Herman(Anish).. This year he turns 10..he is so playful n he bring so much happiness in the family.."Baby..mama luv you so much,be good boy n don't ever2 disappoint mama n ayah k..u are such loving boy to us..although you sometimes make me nag at you,it doesn't mean i don't luv you..mama always pray for the best for you and the rest of my children..belajar pandai2 nanti dapat beli rumah bungalow n your dream car hehheehh".. Amin

Mama's Princess

2009-02-06T16:41:00.013+08:00

Nurrulizzati Herman(nunu).She's going to take P.S.L.E this year...She so gorgeous..Like mother like daughter right?hehehhehe..

She loves sport such like floorball,skateboarding,cycling, swimming n segala yg sewaktu dengannya hehehe...

'Hi sweety,mama luv u so much,u the only daughter that i hv..be good gurl n good sister to ur bros ya..Mama always pray the best for you n will support u what ever u do(those that i approved)' .Amin..

Mama's Prince.

2009-02-06T15:35:00.011+08:00

M.Syafiq Herman(Billy)..his going to be 15 next mth...hey son,
mama do blog...do u do??..will hv surprise for ur birthday... 'As an eldest son n eldest bro to ur family,u hv to show good examples to ur siblings,Mama doakan agar Syafiq dapat apa saja yg Syafiq impikan dan agar tercapai segala cita2.Andainya Ayah n Mama tiada, Syafiq lah yg akan mengganti tanggung jawab Ayah n Mama untuk jaga adik2...Mama will always luv u no matter what happen between us.'.Amin..

My Family.

2009-02-06T15:15:00.005+08:00

I'm married to a divorcee with 2 handsome stepsons now age 21 n 23 when i was 20 years old..now i hv total of 5 lovely,beautiful n mischievous kids.(Stepsons not in the picture)

Wow!! At LasT..I've BegiN BLogGING!!

2009-02-06T12:24:00.011+08:00

Hi all!! I was excited n unbelievable that i could start to write a blog..Mcm tak caya gitu...hehheheh...Errrr..don't know where to start now...let me think ya..

The reason for me to join the blog was to share my happy n sad moments with you..mostly happy la..Sedih2 nanti banjir Pulak hehehe..I'm just a simple person n can be quite stubborn you know..

Going For Mammogram and Ultra sound .

2009-01-06T13:38:00.006+08:00

Today I went to Singapore General Hospital to go for check up on my breast..Doctor request urgent mammogram and ultra sound for me to do...I was told to come back to see the result on Friday..Wish me good luck!!